PUT YOUR TRUST ON ALLAH..thanks Sahabat..

At first I come to taylors, only one girls I know..

i am not close with her..we just knowing each other

through YM..but the things that make me contact

her before I came to taylors because we came from

the same type of school..and I really2 respect her..

as she is KISASIAN..hehe..first time I saw her, when

i attend a camp after SPM..she really make me impressed

with her..her calmness, her confident..and many more..

After a year, every single problems I share with her..

by knowing that she is the one who always give her best

for me..her advise will make me think positive for every

problems that I have go through..and we always cry

together when we feel that you and me are the people

that Allah has give a responsible to change TAYLORS..

is not about taylors actually but the muslim there..its a

huge responsible to make all the muslim in here, realize

their duty as khalifah Allah..its not easy..almost every

time, when my friend and I met, we will hug and crying..

She sacrifice her time..come along to RIDZUAN…if she

know that I need her..if she know that I am alone..cause

she know that I always keep all the things, all the problem

and hard to share with other people except certain people

that I close to..

But one day (its after second semester break), I met your

housemate, and ask about you..cause I feel that I have

MISS something..she like keep something from me..i beg

to her to tell me what it is..cause I can feel that the news

is important..its all about you..and I have to know..finally,

she tell me..

You get other scholarship and you want to further your

study to Mesir and you want to quit from your current

scholarship..i smile..thanks..and what I said to her

housemate, as her friend we have to support her..

When I arrive at my home..My mind stop to think,I try

hard not to cry…I know, whatever you decision, as your

friend, I need to support you…I know if I am not there

to support you..who else??

Its hard..but I want the best for you..as what you have

done for me for a year…you have done a lot for me, my

dear..asif jiddan..i am sorry to always bothering you..

make you always worried about me..

The one things that I cannot forget..you are good in keep

your secret..one day, I dunno why..but I realize that only

me, the one who keep telling you about my problems, crying

in front of you..but I forget something..its hard to hear from

you, your problems and I insist you to tell me about your life..

Your story make me cry..touched about your story..beyond

your calmness, beyond your strength..beyond your smile,

you hold huge secret..that I never know..and never bother

to know..i m so sorry…I am busy to tell you about my

troubles and never bored to hear your advice..until I forget

about important things, I forget you my friend..asif..that day,

I again crying..but now, I m not crying about my problems..

but

I cry because I am angry with my attitude..i hate myself

..as a friend..i never learn to be a good friends..

i am sorry sahabat..

You hug me..you tell me that this is not my fault..you say that

its all had happened..you already accept it as a fact and that’s

the reason you dont want to tell me about that..you ask me

not to cry because you don’t want to cry..as you know that

Allah has choose you to go through your hard life cause you

are the one who are stronger enough than others..you also

persuade me that Allah has give us variety of characteristic..

and I have my own advantages…

I am crying on your shoulder

..thanks..for every moment that you have spend for me..for

every single that you have tell me and make me become

stronger..i will never forget all the thing that you have given

to me..you make me learn about the meaning of strong, patient

and REDHA..i have learn from you how to put our trust on ALLAH..

Put your trust on ALLAH..cause ALLAH will give THE BEST

for you..HE always there to hear your DOA’..thus, never forget

to pray…cause it can heal you for any harm..believe me??

BELIEVE ON ALLAH..